Monday, February 23, 2004

Assalamualaikum n hii to everyone,
still in dilemma...ya,Allah ,help me..xtaulaa camner..diri semakin lagha..semakin jauh dr jlanNya..how can i xplain..bukan xnk stdi sesame but when i`m thinking abut larangan lelaki n wanita sitting together even for good thing without org ketiga..yelaa,we know that lelaki has only one nafs but 9 akal..on the other hand,wanita has 9 nafs n only 1 akal..so,la budda, seorg lelaki tu even camnerpun,,he is stil akn tringt psl nafs when he hangs out wif gurl..sometimes,he makes mujahadah to avoid thinking like that but it`s still to be very hard..that`s my problem right now..Ya,Allah, hambamu ini org yg lemah.. give me strength..give me ur guidance,,increase my iman n takwa ..ya Allah
still remembering what ust zulkarnain mentioned in lagunya.. `menyendiri di-malam yg sepi,sujud menghadap tuhan yg Esa,air mata mengalir,ya Allah,aku malu padamu,rasa terhina rasa terharu..akibat dosa yg lalu akibat dunia yg palsu' sungguh mengharukan setiap bait2 lagu ni..
i have to stop know...forgive me ya Allah

Thursday, February 19, 2004

best nyer.......